Confessions of a Teenage Drama King...

I had never felt this way before.

I never felt so horrible in my entire life.

I never knew that being so attached would hurt so much. Period. I didnt know.

I feel so pathetic like a born loser without the mothafucker, the asswipe bestfriend.
wtf. Everyone has their own life.
He must be having so much fun in miri with his family and friends. Well, he should be.
I am really happy for him though.

And I'll so miss my butthead.
Soon there will be no more theories. I'll miss your theories bro.
I dont care how lame or untrue your theories are, I just dont care.. cos' if there's anyone who
can make me believe whatever he/she says, its you butthead. Sigh. And btw, your theories
do make sense, thats why I listen. :]

Im missing everyone already. Ill miss nata and my
sexie ladies and the rest of the gang. Man, this is so emo and gay.

BUT.........this is how I feel people. Im sorry if it makes you angry. I just need to
let this feeling out.


In fact, I am so sorry to all my friends. Especially the ones I am closest with.
I know I can be really clingy and annoying, and so fucked up.


Especially to nyet..booney..nata. Im so SORRY.



Im really sorry. But dont worry, Ill be leaving for KL day after tomorrow.

A new life for me.....? We will see what God has installed for me.

Meanwhile.............


I could hear my heartbeat in my ears.



My stomach felt like it was
going to fall out my butt.



I had this lump in my throat like
after you dry-swallow a big pill.