Dilemma.

I feel so sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. Assignments are killin' me softly. That's very usual tho. But I have so many things and issues to handle. I am SO TIRED of shit happening to my family, especially when it affects my mum. It hurts to see her upset. But knowing my mum, she will get through this. Even if it was the darkest, stormiest nights. My mum told me that nothing stays bad forever and at the end of each tunnel there will be light. I love you so much mom. Shes the reason why I am not gonna give up on life. At one point, I felt like giving up on hope, on life, on everything around me. Until I realized that there is no use to pity yourself. Cos at the end of the day, you will always be the one you need. That's when I learnt how to pick myself up. Things that doesnt kill you makes you stronger. Which is totally true.

Trust me, if my family were a TV show, it would probably be longer than a telenovela...Sadder than Hindi movies, and probably wins the Oscars for Best TV Hit drama of the year. hahah. Ok fine, I exxeggerate a lil'. But seriously, I feel so tired of this. I feel sorry for all of them. I Love my family so much that it hurts me so bad to see them suffer.

Well, no one knows what goes on behind closed doors right? Everyone has their own problems to deal with. Everyone will go through their ups and downs. That's just life. One day you will wake up just to find out that the people you love and care for the most are no where to be found. So dont take them for granted. Show them that they mean so much to you. You wont know what you've got till its gone.

I have so much to be thankful for. Though my family has crisis now and then, it doesnt drift us apart. Instead, it keeps us together. As a family, and no one gets left behind. I bellieve everything hapends for a good reason. God is Real. Have faith.

I am also glad to know that despite the lost I faced in life, God blessed me with more good people around me. No one will ever be perfect, thats why we all learn from one another.These past few days have been very tragic for me. Family dillemmas.
But I believe that good things are gonna hapend soon.

To my bestfriend whom I spill EVERYTHING, EVERY SINGLE LIL DETAILS to...
Thanks so much. I know I can always count on you bro. Dont worry bro, you dont have to go through things alone too. You know I will always have your back. Promise.

Nata and Booney, I love you guys so much and you know that. :] Nuff said.